For the longest time, it is said that in order to get people to relate to you best, you need to show off your vulnerabilities. You need to be real and show the world your weaknesses and be vulnerable so they can relate. Makes sense?
I have been struggling with this for months. My life is good and I rarely ever have any down days to the point I considered making up a sad story just so I can fit in with everyone else since everyone else is showing off their vulnerabilities!
But I suck at being inauthentic and am the worst liar because I can never remember what I have lied about so best thing is to just not lie. And if I were to be fake, people would tell a mile away seriously. I just cannot contain my black face if someone has ticked me off LOL. I will curse and swear at and to that person’s face.
But today. TODAY! I felt a dip. Immediately I checked my period dates and wondered if I was PMS-ing. No. My period had just ended. Oh, no. Was it the full moon then? I know that the full moon sometimes bring out weird moods in women but no, full moon this month is on the 19th. Why then was I feeling so emo?
Sigh. It’s people again. Ingratitude. People having zero clue of what I do for them. People not knowing how much I have sacrificed just to see them fly with zero benefit to myself. People who misunderstand me. People who spread rumours about me. People who bitch about me. I should be a pro by now judging from the number of times I have been through this top leadership cycle. But each time it happens, it still hurts. And I then contemplate if I should continue. If I should continue the mission, the fight to serve. Why? Why do I do this and then get stabbed over and over?
Because this is your purpose, the Hubs says. When people throw a knife, just dodge it and stop investing in that direction. But continue doing what you do best.
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**************************************************************************Who is Mamapumpkin?
Mamapumpkin is a former Design Architect turned Multi-Million Dollar Digital Entrepreneur. She sets out to prove to all that you can have anything and everything that you want; if you have that fire of desire burning within and the drive to work hard. Even better with much love.
Mamapumpkin has not only grown corporate businesses successfully in the past and doubled her salary 5 times over 5 organisations but has grown THREE BUSINESSES to 7 FIGURES within an 8 year period. She now shows others EXACTLY HOW after retiring her own husband from employment. He is now the official dog walker, family driver, chef and THE BEST FATHER to their two girls and THE BEST HUSBAND to the woman who CHOSE HIM!
Mamapumpkin is the girl who has nothing but fights for everything including YOU. She is idealistic in her desire to put unbelievable amounts of money and extrardinary happiness into the lives of good people so we can change the world together believing in happiness for ALL. She strives to impact lives authentically wanting to reduce poverty cycles and enable quality education for all and always supports the voiceless. She believes we can all have a life of our own desires to enable real contribution into the world. But first, one needs to understand what this all means.
A beautiful life without limits.
If you wish to learn how to propel your life forward guaranteed, be brave to take action. Mamapumpkin's purpose is to build people. Her gift is to help them UNCOVER their HIDDEN GIFTS. She operates fairly and always leaves an impression. You either love her or not and she is alright either way.
She is a living testimony that women really can have a lot. Being financially and time free has enabled her to travel the world anytime, anywhere, doing anything with anyone, as she spends most of her days with her children, having fun, supporting others wherever she can. Also having fun.
