I can’t take it anymore. I’m under a lot of pressure. I have work deadlines but here I am drifting, drifting……I feel like I have a million posts to write (ok, maybe a hundred) and I want to do them all right now but I can’t. For one, because I really should be finishing off my real work. For two, I should space out my ideas for days when I don’t get to come online. But I’m so afraid I’d forget everything and poof! Is that possible? I keep drifting away from my work *groan*. I even logged onto facebook tonight – Wehey! When I really should have been working *groan*
I have a lot on my mind. It’s not just the kids. It’s not the Hubs. There are other things. Other things. So many things. Why are there so many things in my head!!!??? Everything is just too coincidental and strange. I don’t know where to begin. It all started out with an email from Holland and then some meetings, and then an email from Thailand, and oh my God, an email from Hong Kong. And they are all intertwined to my trip to Perth.
Sammy, you’re puppeting us, aren’t you? Why is it, despite the circumstances I’m in right now, I feel that I’m going to be just fine? It has always been that way, hasn’t it? You’re really doing my head in, woman. I miss you crazy.
**************************************************************************Who is Mamapumpkin?
Mamapumpkin is a former Design Architect turned Multi-Million Dollar Digital Entrepreneur. She sets out to prove to all that you can have anything and everything that you want; if you have that fire of desire burning within and the drive to work hard. Even better with much love.
Mamapumpkin has not only grown corporate businesses successfully in the past and doubled her salary 5 times over 5 organisations but has grown THREE BUSINESSES to 7 FIGURES within an 8 year period. She now shows others EXACTLY HOW after retiring her own husband from employment. He is now the official dog walker, family driver, chef and THE BEST FATHER to their two girls and THE BEST HUSBAND to the woman who CHOSE HIM!
Mamapumpkin is the girl who has nothing but fights for everything including YOU. She is idealistic in her desire to put unbelievable amounts of money and extrardinary happiness into the lives of good people so we can change the world together believing in happiness for ALL. She strives to impact lives authentically wanting to reduce poverty cycles and enable quality education for all and always supports the voiceless. She believes we can all have a life of our own desires to enable real contribution into the world. But first, one needs to understand what this all means.
A beautiful life without limits.
If you wish to learn how to propel your life forward guaranteed, be brave to take action. Mamapumpkin's purpose is to build people. Her gift is to help them UNCOVER their HIDDEN GIFTS. She operates fairly and always leaves an impression. You either love her or not and she is alright either way.
She is a living testimony that women really can have a lot. Being financially and time free has enabled her to travel the world anytime, anywhere, doing anything with anyone, as she spends most of her days with her children, having fun, supporting others wherever she can. Also having fun.
Take it easy dear Patsy. I just read about Sam then. (via Colin’s blog) Thoughts are with you, I’m guessing we all have our little angels nudging us. I’m sure Sam would have wanted you to just BE. Talk to me hey if you need to (or have the time to!!).
Understand the nature of depression and exhilaration – we ultimately need something surreal to make life work sometimes.