Last Sunday, I left the earthquake of my home to find peace where I could get a relaxing foot massage and finish off my deadlines for work. I took off with my laptop and relished the solitude whilst listening to Alanis Morissette’s “I’m a BITCH” except that on Malaysian radio, they’d censored the ‘B’ word so it went like this:

I hate the world today
You’re so good to me I know that I can’t change
I tried to tell you but you look at me like maybe
I’m an angel underneath; innocent and sweet
Yesterday I cried; Must’ve been relief to see the softer side
I can undertsand how you’d be so confused
I don’t envy you; I’m a little bit of everything all roled into one

Chorus
I’m a _____ I’m a Lover
I’m a child I’m a Mother
I’m a sinner I’m a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I’m your hell I’m your dream
I’m nothing in between
you know you wouldn’t want it any other way

So take me as I am
This might mean you’ll have to be a stronger man
Rest assured that when I start to make you nervous
I’m going to extremes; Tomorrow I will change
And today won’t mean a thing

Just when you think, you got me figured out
The season’s already changin’
I think it’s cool; you do what you do
And don’t try to save me

I’m a ______, I’m a tease
I’m a goddess of my knees
When you hurt; when you suffer
I’m your angel undercover
I’m enough; I’m revived
Can’t say I’m not alive
You know I wouldn’t want it any other way

ooooooooooooooooooo

Nice. Potong steam…….anti-climax. And then guess what?

I ended up in Tee’s School !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So deep in my thoughts, I suddenly saw the vision of Tee’s school and realised, hey? There is nobody behind me right now. What am I doing here?

WTF!!!

I was so angry at myself!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So to make myself feel better, I recalled the time when my ex-colleague at work told me that instead of dropping her son off at school, she had driven straight to the office (being so stressed out in meeting deadlines) and then realised her 10 year old son was still sitting beside her at the office parking lot. Another time, another ex-colleague had left his laptop on top of his car and driven off about 200 metres before he heard a crash behind him. Oops. See? I worked at such demanding corporations.

So I slowly made one big roundabout to go for my massage, which by then, I was already late for.

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On a completely different story, I called up all the models today to confirm their transport arrangements for this Thursday. We leave at 4.45 am to the airport and all details about the trip/show had already been given to them before. Yet, today, they were asking me the same questions – What about hair and make-up? What shoes? Bla bla bla! I don’t know where Bangsar is? How do I get there?

Why do I bother giving you all this detailed information when you have to ask it from me all over again? Grrrr……

These models, they are so flighty and air head, it makes me mad!!!

So the Hubs gets to babysit Tee for 20 whole hours ALONE. This is the FIRST time ever that she will be without her Mummy for more than 4 hours. WOOOOOOO-HOOOOOOO!!!!

I have made him promise that if he remotely starts having suicide or murdering thoughts, to call me immediately. PRONTO.

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