You must’ve noticed that I’m hardly online these days. I’m hibernating…….it was Tee saying she’d buy me a new computer for my birthday since my computer made me so happy. *gulp*
So I’ve been spending more quality time with my daughter and very much less time on the computer and hopefully, she’d be able to feel the change. I’ve also been extremely tired.
After eating a few horses, spending repeated trips to the toilet bowl to wee and fighting to stay awake, I was finally told today at 6 weeks that I am no longer pregnant. The good news is I was prepared for it as I had miscarried twice before. But the Hubs and Tee were disappointed. Tee actually cried!!! She didn’t want another new baby. She wanted THE baby that she had been whispering to everyday!!! Poor child…….I feel for her. It only means I HAVE to be pregnant again next month *grin*
The reason I went into hospital today is because I had some spotting and my gut feel has never failed me. When I was pregnant, I knew. When I wasn’t anymore, I knew too. I know my body that well.
The Doctor said everything looked very clean inside so there wasn’t a need for a D&C (I didn’t have one at the last 2 miscarriages either). That was good news. Now I just have to wait for the next period – who knows when THAT will come?! But I do hope soon……This must be the first time I’m actually wishing for a period to arrive. Only so we can make more babies like yesterday! *smile*
Poor Tee. She really is so sad……
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yeah, the fun part is the “making” part. Get strong and start doing it again. Take it easy next time and don’t be so active running around. Take care!
Hi Mama, I feel sad too. I hope you will build up your strength, both physically and mentally, and I’m sure everything will be ok. I’m sure Tee will have her little sibling in no time. *hugs*
not exactly the news I hoped to read when I came here…since u sound positive, I don’t want to sound dramatic like “Oh no!!” that kind of stuff..I do feel sad for lil Tee. Moving on, get some rest and stay healthy. There will always be plenty of time for…u know…ahem…the nice nice part la..:)
Poor Tee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This photo just breaks my heart.
And I love your attitude. Trying is always the fun part!!!!!!!!! 🙂
Tee longing for siblings.Take care and have good rest.
i’m sorry to hear that. maybe yr body is trying to tell u something, from all those miscarriages. u hv to eat something more nourishing, from the chinese medical point of view. perhaps go see a chinese dr to make yr body stronger before the next pregnancy?? all these miscarriages cannot be helping your body to grow stronger. love yourself first before you can love others. just tell tee that god is choosing a very special sibling for her. she will sure to love the next one even more, so you hv to try extra hard to get yr body fitter before another pregnancy. am i butting in too much?
You have a great attitude and I am so sorry to read about this. Poor Tee. Please take care of yourself
Sad to hear bout the loss but glad to know that you are a tough cookie. *hugs* God bless all of you and you guys will always be in our prayers list. 🙂
*hugs for Papa, Mama and Baby Pumpkin*
aawww…poor tee…want me to send you email everyday to remind you to go make baby/ies??? hehe
there’s always another successful pregnancy..we did it and i’m sure you will too. rest well.
Really sorry to hear this! Take care dear.
ohhh, so sorry to hear that, take care n rest more, ok..
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wish u all the best!!!
oh dear….Patsy!!! She looks just like qiqi 🙁
U will be alright, just got to trust yourself everything would be alright again.
*Not sure if u pantang or not, do not announce so early next time :)*
Hope you’re ok.
Maybe you will get luckier second time around, like Chin Nee, get twins.
I am truly sorry.
so sorry to hear… =(
at least you get to keep trying 😉
I’m so sorry to hear about this. I agree with the rest. Take more rests and recover first. Hugs to you and Tee
So sorry to hear that. Never mind, with persistence, you will surely have another successful pregnancy and beautiful baby. That means more fun time for you and your hubby! Enjoy your bb making project *wink*
Hey. Sorry to hear about your miscarriage. Don’t worry. Can always make again.
Take a good rest before you start your project again. Look at me, I had a miscarriage when my baby was 12 weeks old and now I have two monkeys to tend to! Cheer up, move on and try again.
sorry to hear. my heart is out to you. *hugz*